Tuesday, December 09, 2003 :::
 
Heh,
it didn't take long for this place to devolve into some manic self-absorbed whine about the troubles of my life.
Wakka wakka wakka.

That sucked, but hey. Who reads this shit anyway. *waves hi to those who do*

Anyway, the decision has been made.
I'm leaving studios; though i don't really want to.
Especially when i think i have come up with ways.
Especially now when i've come up with a new initiative or policy or whatever terms it is admin types use to justify their bloated importance.

I keep trying to find reasons to stay, but
nah.
After talking to Wei, (love that girl BTW).
I have to leave.
Have to go.

The emotional state that affects me there hinders whatever good i can contribute should i never have involved myself in what passed for some stupid ideal of a relationship.
DUMBASS!!!!!!!!

that be me.

In any case,
It's highly possible to take SSF further, judging from the way its going.
Sorry for not being more help to them, but i haven't had the time.
And studios deserves some form of proper parting.

Studios has a deep problem, that is the fact that the creative ones rarely stay.

Robert
Alex
Bryan
B.Thiam
Agnes
CG
SONG
Kenny
(This being MY blog, i want to add my name to the list)

while the ones without talent remain behind with far too much responsibilty.
(this being anybody's else's blog, my name would be added to this list.)

It's sad.

Another of its problems is that it takes months, MONTHS!!!!!!!!!! to get a film made. Event coverage takes months to edit. Which i honestly don't see why it should.
SMG does numerous videos in the span of a month, not to mention coverage and whatnot.

Sure they have the people.
But technically so does Studios.

Identifying the problem is harder.

Is it leadership?
could very well be.
Is it commitment?
Always has been.
Is it ability, talent, creativity?
Open to question here.
Is it the lack of freedom?
undoubtably possible.
Is it non-communication?
Definitely.

No communication between members.
Forum stands empty save for the hollow yells of a horse, a bard, a bugger, a chow, a humu and a grace.

it's so fucking disappointing.



::: posted by whatever at 11:42 AM