Tuesday, January 13, 2004 :::
 
Welcome to the whine.

Kris and Alex sitting in a tree.
and whatsoever happens, happens away from here.

I can't seem to fault the fact that yes, those two are compatible to each other, far more than i ever was to her anyway.

I'm wondering if this is a good thing.

The self-absorbed thing would be to say; when is it my turn. WHEN?

The cliche answer given is always; it'll come when you least expect it.

Cept that doesn't really work for me.
Since i expect everthing.
I'm like the living embodiment of the self-fulfilling prophecy of doom.

Bad things happen to me when i don't expect them
while good things don't cos i always expect them.

Say would say cos i think i deserve them.
Sometimes, i'm a little hard-pressed to argue that statement.

Other, and the majority of the time, I'm wondering if im putting in enough work to actually get the good thing.

ow do i feel about this?

For now, let's assume i feel this way and this might change as time progress.

I wish them well.
As long as i remain the best of friends with her.
I wish them well.
that's all i ask for now.

And perhaps one thing more, but i shan't write that down.

::: posted by whatever at 10:38 AM